lis griaus kol išauš

so i watched over a 1000 contemporary painters to find something i like, it's hard, i found no more than 20, but even if my taste is subjective i'm still enjoying carelessly

Adam Sorensen

Alexander Tovborg

Ana Pimentel

Armin Boehm

 Christine Gray

Christof Mascher

 Elizabeth Magill

Esther Pearl Watson

Gina Magid

Ina Biersted 

 Katy Schimert

Madeleine Kelly

Marie Aly

Michelle Blade 

Nilima Sheikh

Robert Gutierrez 

Sangram Mujamdare

 
 Wangechi Mutu

And they're all similar in one way or another, but i guess i just love magic so much.

keep on brickin'

i miss fresh water 

 i miss having place

i miss my brother

i miss my cat

i miss being alone

i miss stars in the night sky and trees

being homesick is being weak, i have to overcome this or it will overcome me 

my head spins and spins and spins

these are some old work, about a desert

 collecting shadows

 taming a coyote

making love with space

stars

i dont believe in these but i like this concentration to the point

  today i've visited proud chelsea to see some fancy photos, ballet wasn't so exciting. however all these big big photos of musicians made me impressed. some of them i saw in interent so many times, but seeing them big is much more. they have aura so powerful, you want to be there with these people, they look special like no other person you've ever met, is it photographer or is it the person in the photo, i guess equally both

so

i'm a cyborg, but thats ok

 today i've been followed by devices, they've been trying to communicate with me. the air conditioner above college entrance's doors, it was shouting at me, and i stood to listen, but then doors hit me, sorry sorry sorry, and something in the corridor as well, i've been searching for a wires in the ceiling and in my head , found so many i had to put it back not to be disconnected.
oh and the project, desert desert dessert
i love figures, human figures, females and males all a gorgeous, all the boys like timber and girls like water, full of each other.,

and the desert, I want to live on a desert for a year or two. Spend my days searching water, trying to survive. Listening to a distant radio stations or silence, living on my own pace. With salty lips and tanned skin slowly explore the vastness. learn how to read stars. collect shadows. tame a coyote. drink cactus juice and get poisoned. make love with milky way on the cold sand at night

however, a lack of experience caused a failure. it's too bright, to dark, to full for a desert, never seen it so tiring, never seen it at all

but after all i;ve got disconnected, daydreamed in a train and missed two stations.

 i saw next project, i'm so inspired, gonna put more effort in it!