So it's about be done, well it is already for a week or so, but i'm still waiting for some grand finale.
Like everything else in my life this year went too smoothly. Which is kind of disappointing.
I need to learn:
 challenge myself more
keep promises that i give to myself
control my shifts

fog. humid air that makes you chilly. amount of oxygen that makes you dizzy. and silence interrupted by cracking branches.

daydreaming about solitude

demon fox stalking me in on a hill

can't wait to take my work back tomorrow, and I have no idea how to bring 11 wooden boards to my temporary home with bare hands, i guess they all gonna end up in a bin

geee, they are all gloomy, everybody must think i'm some kind of depressed person, but my bipolar disorder consists mostly of manic episodes, which is good <: